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[ Thursday
March 31st, 2005 @ 7:51pm] |
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friends only...comment to be added if your not already, im sorry if i forgot you....
so long and goodnight
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[ Tuesday
March 29th, 2005 @ 5:21pm] |
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i might update once in awhile...so dont forget me lol...
a lot of people started LJ now...wow...yet a lot of people stopped. hm
bow to me--->http://www.americanmusical.com/images--i-EPI-LPCG-AW--t-h.html
comment on the guitar...and if i should keep updating...
oh how wrong we were to think that immortality meant never dying...
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[ Sunday
March 13th, 2005 @ 12:14am] |
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just posting so i can get some feedback on this. its a song im writing, and im about half way done, i just need to have maybe 2 or 3 more verses, and a chorus. its a work in progress, but go ahead and tell me EVERYTHING u think. what u like/dislike what u think should be there or changed, etc etc. Please please please be HONEST with me. nothing will change if were friends and you hate it, i just would like people to be honest. id prefer someone saying they hate it than someone lying and saying they liked it. thanks i really hope you will comment on it...thank you
So let go, as we dive into this sea of silence
your tears remind me, of what we used to be
when everything, that we ever wanted
was right here, with you and me
right now, this story doesn't have an ending
So lets end this, and make things right again...
i don't know what to do with myself
when all i can see is you
everything we did, was everything we had...
but was what you used to be, really what you wanted?
As you lay, loneliness paints itself into your eyes
And as we kiss, i can taste the poison on your lips
be honest like i said. THANKS!! PLEASE REPLY!!!
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[ Tuesday
March 1st, 2005 @ 8:59pm] |
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wow...christine's moving....that sucks...a lot... :*(
even if i am completely over her, which is highly unlikely, it still sucks cause shes a really cool friend.........damnit
things seem so weird lately...im still sick, and i might be back tomorrow...but i dunno...ive lost intrest in LJ....so like andy im stopping it....you wanted an update so here it is
i'll leave you with this....
This time I thought I'd listen and the story goes
I am the same
Without medicine I can't pretend
It never ends
I'm fine, I'm fine
These words are all I have to hide
Behind, so get behind me
You have no right to say...
I shut my mouth
And walk away from the memory game
So don't forget, don't forget
I am the reason
Long lasting this obsession
From sleepless Mays to Denver cold
Somewhere in between
I threw myself away
Someday you'll understand that everything is a-ok
It's funny when you say you're a-ok
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[ Friday
February 25th, 2005 @ 11:08pm] |
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so i have my southpark movie back........VIVA LA RESISTANCE!!!!was my mother careful when she stabbed me in the heart with a clotheshanger when i was still in the womb!?!!?!
i went to HealthTraX today with seung jae and jordan...we played basketball with some highschoolers and i oooooowned jordan cause i guarded him he blows at bbball....lol then these kids sat on the side when we played full court (they were like 5th graders or some shit) and were like wanna play? they say no were tired...so like this dad comes in and yells at us...fag...we were like we asked them to play with us they dont want to..so the dad gets the healthtrax dude and blah blah this freshman argues with him a lot we laugh a lot etc lol. so we had to leave anyway so we go
when i got home from healthtrax i felt liek shit cause i was tired from playing liek 5 fullcourt games in a row so yeah i layed in the guestbed and watched the southpark movie...and ate mac and cheese...it was too cheesy..: \
me and rak were talking about going to a boarding school together...in south texas on the coast. we both like the idea of dorms on our own and shit...liek college u know? but yeah its 30 grand a year so i dunno if i could go unless i REALLY wanted to...but i dunno i really miss rak a lot...sam too....
ive seen tonights SP so i dont wanna watch it again...yeah
na fuck it....
IM ON FIRE
and now i think im ready
to BUST a move checkitoutimrockinsteady
GO !
im eating oreos...yum...and milk...yum...and i dropped 2 oreos in my milk... : (
im going to the movies tomorrow...sams supposed to come over at like 1 then im givin him a ride there later in the day...were gonna see curse IF hoyts isnt being gay and actually plays it. and CLAIRE is my date : D yep i love my claireyyyyyyyyy so much!
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[ Thursday
February 24th, 2005 @ 10:16pm] |
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my family completely and totally sucks...i was listening to music, got bored and decided to go watch the Southpark movie. i cant find it...
me: mooom wheres my southpark movie?
her:.........talk to your father
me: dad wheres my southpark movie?
him:..........come here
(i walk upstairs into parents room)
him: that movie is innapropriate...we took it...you shouldnt be watching it
me: !#^(!@&#^ ARE U SERIOUS!? U ACTUALLY THINK I DONT KNOW WHAT THE STUFF IN THAT MOVIE REALLY MEANS? I HEAR THAT EVERY DAY U CANT 'PROTECT' ME FROM IT DAD!!!!!
him: why do you watch that? it is a bad movie and it isnt funny
me: what are u talking about its halarious ur stupid dad
him: it is not funny it is an inappropriate movie
me: screw this i cant believe u this is sad...
WTF MY PARENTS ARE DOUCHE BAGS
they actually think i dont know what words like bitch, fuck, cock, douche and all that shit means....they are fuckin retards
im gonna go find the movie and play the songs 'kyles moms a bitch' and 'uncle fucker' really loud and be liek dad ur a chode is this appropriate enough for u?!
yeah......BASTARD
\m/ <---- that DOESNT look like a vagina katie and jennie ur stupid its rock hands me and rak are smart we know more than u cause we look at porn yeah thats right....
damn you all.....
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[ Tuesday
February 22nd, 2005 @ 5:32pm] |
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i think im sick....yesterday i wasnt feeling good and i feel the same today. my head hurts badddd and i liek cant breathe out of my nose. ariel a. said she has a sinus infection maybe i have that... um yeah im bored i woke up at 145 and have been sleeping/watching tv since. everyone is on vacation somewhere and im stuck in avon with nothing to do at all...people are like in cali or florida...or puertorico or something...or they are snowboarding in vermont or whatever...but not me...im stuck here..fun... i want to do something tonight but i dont feel that well...but i still wanna do something if someone wants to i might if i start to feel better.
i want my new guitar...its $700 and i have exactly that much http://media.zzounds.com/media/brand,zzounds/p646h-4b43649c7f050fbcbc64edc714f58183.jpg
but i also want a new iPod....a 20g for $300...so if i bought the iPod i would only have like $400 left... so i dunno...
tell me if u liek the guitar up there
If you only once would let me
Only just one time
Then be happy with the consequence
With whatever's gonna happen tonight
Don't think we're not serious
When's it ever not
The love we make is give and it's take
I'm game to play along
All I can say
I shouldn't say
Can we take a ride
Get outta this place
While we still have time
All the best DJs are saving
The slowest song for last
When the dance is through
It's me and you
Come on would it really be so bad
The things we think might be the same
But I won't fight for more
It's just not me to wear it on my sleeve
Count on that for sure
All I can say
I shouldn't say
Can we take a ride
Get outta this place
While we still have time
Wanna take a ride
Get out of this place
While we still have time
Yeah - We still have time
Can't say I was never wrong
But some blame rests on you
Work and play they're never okay
To mix the way we do
All I can say
I shouldn't say
Can we take a ride
Get outta this place
While we still have time
Wanna take a ride
Get out of this place
While we still have time
We still have time....
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[ Monday
February 21st, 2005 @ 8:51pm] |
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okay....i just found out that i prolly wont be able to see my best friend over the summer...his mom is making him go to vermont the whole summer and he says he cant do anything about it....this blows...i really wanted to see him and hang out with him and sam both...liek it used to be....but i guess its just me and sam now... : (
i had a good time this weekend....if u read the entry before this and before i edited it then u know so yeah...
okay so marks in miami...seung jaes in boston...joeys going to NY with zak....and sam is going to vermont with taylor soon...grrr ppl are leaving me
leave me lots of comments...
sing me something soft
sad and delicate
or loud and out of key
sing me anything
we're glad for what we've got
done with what we've lost
our whole lives laid out right in front of us
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[ Monday
February 21st, 2005 @ 4:53pm] |
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yeah im gonna just edit this whole thing...to sum it all up i chilled with sam joey bailey mark jenna elise and maja the last few days...
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| its always you... |
[ Friday
February 18th, 2005 @ 10:45pm] |
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went to the movies with a bunch of ppl...joey, seung jae, ethan, scott, zak, ariel a., christine, alex boyd, elena, micaela, tracy, chelsea...i think thats it there might have been more i dunno. saw hitch again and it sucked the 2nd time, but the first time it was really good i think. so i just talked to sarah the whole time lol/...claire couldnt go cause she had to babysit her bro so yep
went to quiznos with scott ethan and joey after it was pretty cool. um useless entry lol
once again...couldnt stop thinking about christine..she was sitting right behind me inbetween elena and ariel so yeah...tracy asked her what would she say if i asked her out and she said 'not tonight' or something like that i cant remember. but yeahhh i dunno...
I NEED A NEW SCREEN NAME DAMNIT one with lyrics or shooort oneliners or song names or some shit..i like
AllThatIveGot(numbers)
ThreeSimpleWords or like 3SimpleWords
or...MaybeMemories(numbers)
i like thoes pick one of them u liek best and make cool numbers..only 2
i love my clairey shes the best ever...and i love my wife meredith shes awesome too
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[ Thursday
February 17th, 2005 @ 7:27pm] |
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i never got a birthday card or anything from mere and liz or them...i made them each one on their birthdays..but yeah oh well nothing can really make me sad
i fell asleep when i got home from school..yep just woke up lol i gotta do hw...got a 101 on my french quiz and a 96 on my math quiz but i got -4 for talking lol
i did something unusual today...i signed up for football lol i played all my life till 7th grade i hope i havent gotten bad i used to be pretty good at it. a bunch of girls signed up...im not like sexist but they are gonan go to 1 practice and have to run like a mile with pads on then do tackeling drills...yeah they will quit...
in your eyes, i lost my place
could stay awhile...and im melting in your eyes
like my first time, that i caught fire
just stay with me lay with me now
in your eyes...
lets sleep till the sun burns out...
im melting in your eyes
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[ Wednesday
February 16th, 2005 @ 8:05pm] |
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bddreamer24: she was like micaela a piece of my heart is still with stefan and i was like u do know u are going to have to move on and she was like ya and i was like there are bigger and better things just waiting for you
bddreamer24: and she was like what and i was like BRANDON silly and she was like o ya!lol then i was like would u ever go out with him and she was like yes! and i was like really and she was like 'i think i need a week over break to get over stefan but yes if he asked me out in like 2 weeks i would probably say YES!'
ive never been happier...i seriously cannot stop smiling.. like i told mere...i shouldnt get my hopes up but
YES!!!!!! :-D
:-D :-D :-D :-D :-D :-D :-D :-D
im listening to the used and i love them and i am really happy
wont you think im pretty when im standing top the bright lit city...
and i'll take your hand and pick you up,
and keep you there so you can see.....
so long as your alive and care,
i promise i will take you there.......
so long as your alive and care,
i promise i will take you there
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[ Tuesday
February 15th, 2005 @ 6:15pm] |
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all by the Used
I Caught Fire
Seemedto stop my breath
my head on your chest
waiting to cave in from
the bottom of my...
hear your voice again could we dim the sun
and wonder where we've been maybe you
and me
so kiss me like you did my heart stopped
beating such a softer sin
(I'm melting, i'm melting)
in your eyes i lost my place
could stay a while and i'm melting
in your eyes like my first time
that i caught fire just stay with me
lay with me now
never caught my breath
every second im without you
I'm a mess ever know each other
trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
learning how to love, I'm melting
in your eyes i lost my place
could stay a while and i'm melting
in your eyes like my first time
that i caught fire just stay with me
lay with me stay with me lay with me now
you can stay and watch me fall
and of course i'll ask for help
just stay with me now
we could take our heads off
stay in bed just make love thats all
just stay with me now
I'm melting, I'm melting
in your eyes i lost my place
could stay a while and i'm melting
in your eyes like my first time
that i caught fire just stay with me
lay with me
in your eyes i lost my place
could stay a while and i'm melting
in your eyes like my first time
that i caught fire just stay with me
lay with me stay with me lay with me now
in your eyes...lets sleep til the sun burns out
and i'm melting in your eyes
On My Own
See all those people on the ground,
Wasting time
I try to hold it all inside,
But just for tonight,
The top of the world,
Sitting here wishing,
The things I've become,
That something is missing,
Maybe I...(fuck it)
what do I know.
And now it seems that I have found,
Nothing at all,
I wanna hear your voice out loud,
Slow it down, slow it down,
Without it all,
I'm choking on nothing,
It's clear in my head,
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing it all.
On my own x6
Without it all,
I'm choking on nothing,
It's clear in my head,
And I'm screaming for something,
Knowing nothing is better than knowing it all.
on my own..
Maybe Memories
And we trudged along through the mud
We tried to call it home
We weren't alright, not at all
Not for one, for one, for one second
Never have
been one to write it down
Now I think I can
I know I'm stronger now
Who's looking south
Not me I'm not looking back
I'm done denying the truth to anyone
Cause I'm alive
And we trudged along through the mud
We tried to call it home
But we weren't alright, not at all
Not for one, for one, for one second
You showed me how
You seemed to find a hole
But I just laughed and smiled
Begged and rolled my eyes
Even cried
And denied the truth to you
Just like the truth to me
Mostly lied
I'm not going to look back
I'm not going to look back
I'm not going to look back
I'm not going to look back
White it out
like glittering wax butterflies
Never have
been one to write it down
Now I think I can
I know I'm stronger now
Who's looking south
Not me I'm not looking back
I'm done denying the truth to anyone
Cause I'm alive
I'm not going to look back
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[ Tuesday
February 15th, 2005 @ 5:31pm] |
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im in my The Used phase...uh oh...lol
..ah i get nervous around christine..it isnt good cause i like stop talking and jsut stand there lol....stefan said i could kill him so she will like me lol nah stefan ur too cool lol... um yeahhhh nothing to talk about...........................we have this poster thing and speech to do in ss and ms greco liek did all of our groups poster(my job lol). um...?
jess hugs me a lot.......
i have a lot of homework..yep so i'll leave you with one of my favorite songs ever....
The Used-Bulimic
From the way that you acted
To the way that I felt it
It wasn't worth my time
And now it's sad cause all I missed
Wasn't that good to begin with
And now I've started you begging
Saying things that you don't mean
It isn't worth my time
And I should die a million times
And I'm about to see all of them
Good-bye to you
Good-bye to you
You're taking up my time
Good-bye to you
Good-bye to you
You call my name when I wake up
To see things go your way
I'm coughing up my time
Each drag's a drop of blood, a grain
A minute of my life
It's all I've got just to stay down
Why the fuck am I still down?
I'm hoarding all thats mine
Each time I let just one slip by
I'm wasting what is mine
Good-bye to you
Good-bye to you
You're taking up my time
Good-bye to you
Good-bye to you
My time
I’m about to see a million things I thought I’ve never seen before,
And I...I’m bout to do all of the things I dreamed of and
I don’t even miss you at all
FUCK YOU
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you....
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[ Monday
February 14th, 2005 @ 5:17pm] |
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valentines day sucked...like people were saying about the valentines day dance..whats the use if you dont have a valentine? the holiday is kinda weird. it can be two things..one can be when you have a valentine and everything is perfect for you and the one you love...then the other is when you get depressed because your alone and theres no one that can help you except for her...and only her....
ive decided not to try to liek start a relationship with the ppl i met at the commons theyre really cool but they would be better friends...and i really really like christine...a lot....
everything about her seems so perfect to me. every time i talk to her shes in a good mood and smiling...she has such a beautiful smile....she is a really awesome person that i really would like to spend more time with. i get really nervous when im around her, and at the same time i feel so comfortable...ive never really have been nervous around girls.....whenever i think about her nothing else matters to me.......
why cant i feel anything from anyone other than you?
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[ Sunday
February 13th, 2005 @ 4:27pm] |
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umm i havent updated in a few days cause theres nothing to update about...
andy came over friday and we chilled, went to lasalle, and marks with josh ben and joey...i think thoes were the only ones there...then went to the movies and saw Hitch which was pretty cool its a good movie u should see it. lance and logan met us there too.....then after quiznos we came back to my house and watched the jackass movie lol. andy had to leave early the next morning cause his dad wanted him to get a haircut so after he left i went back to marks with the same ppl plus lance and logan then walked to sams from marks and chilled till chelseas party
the party was fun last night a lot of people hooked up...and a few girls did too lol shhhh
2 girls touched my ass it was weird lol cause when i turned around they would like giggle and walk off...
me and jake did some cool trick shots playing pool lol
seemed liek chelsea was a little bugged cause she was liek yes its almost over this sucks...hm?
im realllllllly starting to liek christine a lot...but i dunno she still likes stefan : ( ... but she did give me a hug at the end of the party : D but it probly didnt mean anything...but it still made my night... : )
its kinda weird..me and mark have met 2 different girls at the commons..ones in highschool at farmington i think and the others from simsbury and is in our grade...i talk to both of them online theyre rly cool...the freshman is always like hey cutie ur so sweet and the simsbury girl says that me and mark are hot and sarah koenig knows her and is liek so would u go out with her?...wow moving a little fast? lol..nah i dont liek them i just met them but theyre really cool we will probly chill soon
i cant stop thinking about christine...really...i would do anything....
...you know you shine so bright....
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[ Thursday
February 10th, 2005 @ 4:29pm] |
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Due to recent events, my live journal is now friends only. if you care to yell at me, speak your mind, or want to be added, comment on this entry.
We arent on your friends list anymore? Well jess....your not the only one with an edit tool.
See you around...
then again...maybe we wont
brandon and andy
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[ Wednesday
February 9th, 2005 @ 6:02pm] |
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it wont let me post in jesses journal so hereee we go....to anonymous posters and what not--
(jess if u want me to delete this i will)
Jess's post--what you see is a different entry than what was originally made, so all of you that are confused on the matter dont need to worry about it. im kinda confused on some stuff im not sure when its gonna clear up. ive heard some weird things from people lately, i hope the stuff isnt true. because if it is then you are a different person than what you seem. we can probably talk about this at school or something ur a good friend i love u but some of the stuff i found out is kinda, um, not like you? i dunno how to put it. and if it is true then it kinda hurts that it could come from you. and also if its true it kinda seems like cause i dont like u theres some kind of anger or something i duno. maybe not? sorry about the thing int he other entry about liek u talking about people u just commented and i replied i hope it isnt true :(. jess i dunno if we can talk anywhere privately, but i really dont wanna use the phone at the moment?
haha that love note is great, u told me about it during school aww tyler and jesssss
i hope this stuff goes away soon
-brandon-
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[ Monday
February 7th, 2005 @ 8:39pm] |
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hhhello....um
YES!!! me and andy get to go to the TASTE OF CHAOS TOUR WITH THE USED, MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, SENSES FAIL, UNDEROATH, KILLSWITCH ENGAGE, AND A LOT MORE BANDS!! OMG ITS SOO COOOOOL
my dad said he would take us to it and we could stay the night in New York after the concert then go back to CT the next day. it will be so kick ass!!!! ITS THE USED MCR AND SENSES FAIL PEOPLE!! the rest are pretty cool too
so excited..
saw the south park movie...jess gave me that, the saves the day CD, brand news first cd, and a sticker of jimmy eat world....wow..thanks jess
My friend Mark said that he saw a ninja totally uppercut some kid just because the kid opened a window.
now...um...im getting over christine..its obvious that she will never get over stefan but its okay hes cool. him and micaela are going pretty good so yep...uhh...... ... ........im....starting..... ......to um........ aaa....h.......u..m.......like someone else....
wanna guess? ive liked her before...and i liked her a LOT....yeahhhh....claire : \ ....she said i was on her top 3 but like she doesnt want a boyfriend
eh i dunno....i wanna hang out with the girl me and mark met at the commons lol freshman simsbury girl shes hot
And when some dude dropped a spoon the ninja killed the whole town.
big pimpin ninja style bitches
www.realultimatepower.net LMAO ANDY!!! this is great stuff..thanks to will reharjo or whatever his last name is lol
so sail with me into the setting sun...
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[ Saturday
February 5th, 2005 @ 5:54pm] |
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its my birthday....and im depressed
i dont know why..theres nothing wrong i guess...but i feel really weird...theres nothign to do tonight
today was cool with matt...he bought a girls hoodie and didnt know it till later lol..i got a jimmy eat world shirt, a used shirt, and a coheed shirt
i got like 30 messages on my away message when i got back from the mall and guitar center lol...but...
whats wrong...?
im bored and tired
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